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Honestly, you lost me at, "My car ..."

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And, if you care to comment, why?

(Not interested in Xfce.)

Lewd Adjacent 

I haven't had sex since September 17th.
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I don't know what all of this means, but maybe it means something to you. Like, maybe it explains part of why I'm a shitshow.

(Too) Long, mh(~), Ramblings 

I don't really have any point to all of this, except I don't have anywhere else to dump it all in to the universe.

I've been on 50 mg of sertaline (Zoloft) daily since the beginning of November, and it's completely changed most of my day and I finally sleep through the night instead of sleeping for three hours and not be able to go back to sleep due to anxiety. I've discovered that it works well so far against spontaneous anxiety attacks, but does nothing for externally triggered attacks. I tried 75 mg for three days a couple of weeks ago, but it was way too much. I felt like I was in a constant fog.

I miss the Shack. My brother's world is way too loud, bright and bougie for me.

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(Too) Long, mh(~), Ramblings 

I miss the Shack, as I posted earlier. I pay $300.00/mo. There's no heat, water or plumbing in the Shack. There's plastic sheeting on the ceiling to cover the joists that were exposed when the ceiling fell in some long ago time in the past. But there is electricity and reasonably fast Internet access. I do have access to hot water on the service porch of the property owner's house now. So, I don't have to heat water on my hotplate for bathing and dishes anymore. I also own the washing machine, and fixed the property owner's dryer, so there's laundry access. I've posted about the appliances in the past.

The shack is super quiet, and I live alone so I can do pretty much whatever I want. The biggest problem is that I sicken mentally because I'm so isolated. I don't have any friends, and while the property owner and I are friendly and get along famously, we aren't intimate friends. My sleeping schedule gets screwed up all the time because I don't have anything to do. (I'm disabled, physically and mentally.) The only thing I have to look forward to almost every morning is coffee from my French press. So I tend to stay hidden inside, and the most contact I have with others is when I go shopping.

Food, nihilism 

Mood: Fuck literally everything, except this bowl of cereal.

Amanda boosted

Conflict, Family, Relationships 

I already have problems with hypervigiliance, and this has me on red alert. It sucks. I'm now in the "wait and see how long she stays pissed" phase. I've stayed away from her all yesterday, and I took off on my bike as long as I could. So, we'll see how things play out today.

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Photo of the exterior of what I call the Shack in Olympia, WA, which is the space I live in. This is the one of the photos I took of the Shack before leaving on 06 Nov for five months in Southern California.

Photo of the interior of what I call the Shack in Olympia, WA, which is the space I live in. Don't let the heater in the background fool you. The Shack is too porous for the heater to keep the place warm, so I can only use it to heat the towel so I have a warm towel after bathing. The interior temperature is very near the external temperature during the Winter. This is the one of the photos I took of the Shack before leaving on 06 Nov for five months in Southern California.

Photo of the interior of what I call the Shack in Olympia, WA, which is the space I live in. This is the one of the photos I took of the Shack before leaving on 06 Nov for five months in Southern California.

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I miss the Shack.

My brother's world is way too bougie for me.

Conflict, Family, Relationships 

In other news, I finished this thousand piece puzzle last night.

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Conflict, Family, Relationships 

Told niece about my brother's appointment for getting the first shot. My sister-in-law also told my niece. My niece told my sister-in-law that she already knew. My sister-in-law got super pissed at me for having told my niece. Like, raging at me pissed. Good times.

One of the best lines in movie history will always be, "Give him a sedagive!" --"Igor" Marty Feldman, Young Frankenstein

Dipshits, Family, Relationships 

Brother (viewing ppt slideshow): How do I get out of this?
Me: Press [esc].
Brother (looks at keyboard): Where's escape?
Me: Top left.
Brother: Oh.
Me: 🤦🏻‍♀️

I was looking through transit receipts--Yes, I save transit receipts--and I was able to calculate that I haven't had sex since October 2019.

Shoes on the bed:

I mean, seriously, how do you argue with this?

echo $(( `date +%Y` - 1964 ))

My system clock is set via ntp.

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