Selfies; ec; Transition Feels; Shaving
Before I came out into early transition I loved shaving & found it relaxing.
But now, when I shave there's a moment when I've finished where I look to myself exactly as I used to look, where all I can see in the mirror is exactly who I was and might've been. Then I come back to myself.
Normally I catch just glimpses, not always when I'm dysphoric, of pieces of who I was but when I shave I see an entire picture and it always kills me a little.
We are a Mastodon instance for LGBT+ and alies! ☺