selfies, some of them has ec, transgender transition, boosts welcome 

NOTE: The image description is quite vague, I am sorry >.<

Soooo,,, this is a compilation of my social transition from 2019 (when I found out) and now.

It has been a long and exciting journey that is not done yet! I am just putting this as a reference and motivation for people in social transition. I know it is hard, it is a long path and sometimes the conditions does not allow it but I believe in you!

So yeah, today I've been making this compilation and I realised how much I have changed since the beginning of my transition.

I have suffered and I have done a lot to get through this, this transition is about 2 years of work, 2 years of social and mental work. I am proud of all of that!

Thanks to all the people who helped me getting there, and will continue to help me in my transition!

If anyone needs help in social transitioning too, I can try to help you! DM me on Mastodon and I'll give you my Matrix or Discord tag.

I wish transitioning people a very good luck! :blobcatsurprised:

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social transitioning question 

I would like to start a thread here with a question.
Answer if you feel like it, don't feel forced uwu

How is your path through your transition so far? Have you learned cool stuff while going through it?

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social transitioning question 

@matthilde me? transition? it's less likely than you think...

idk how much detail you want but i like talking about myself

i put on a male "persona" online as long as i had unmonitered internet access (at like. 11 y/o. bad idea) but though i was like, semiactive in what was essentially a forum-based GSA, i didn't know that it was possible to be trans*masc* bc id only ever heard of or met transfeminine people
so i just felt very unhappy for a very long time

social transitioning question 

@matthilde until when i was like, 17? a lot of my classmates were calling me adam to make fun of me because it's 1 syllable from my deadname and i looked like a boy at the time, but i just thought it ruled

and when telling my stepdad about this when a friend finally pointed out they meant it in a hurtful way (which confused me) he was like. "ah! have you considered you might be trans?" and i was like "wait you can DO that??"

social transitioning question 

@matthilde so i pretty much immediately "socially" transitioned at that point and have been going by adam and trying to present masc ever since, but now that im not a teenager with a boyish face i *never ever* pass anymore

so, t, right? i tried VERY VERY hard to be on t. i saw multiple doctors who gave me a 1-shot-a-week regimen and i *couldnt do it*. i couldn't keep up with the schedule any more than i could keep up w my ssri (could NOT).

social transitioning question 

@matthilde so they tried once every other week and i *couldn't*. so i tried going in and having a nurse do it and i couldnt make it there either and ended up completely ghosting the doctors office.

so shucks, thought me. i want this so badly but i dont seem to be able to stick to it. am i faking wanting it at all then? thought me. am i just fundamentally broken?

and until i met my current bf at no point did anyone suggest i might just, like. have adhd.

social transitioning question 

@matthilde and that's where i'm at still, since i don't have a GP or psychiatrist or anything to do anything about *that* problem. just floating around in a weird half-transitoned ive-been-out-for-so-long-being-trans-isnt-novel-anymore-but-doomed-to-never-pass state forever i gues lol. :')

re: social transitioning question 

@trashguts @matthilde ah i was thinking to myself, he might have adhd ^^

re: selfies, some of them has ec, transgender transition, boosts welcome 

@matthilde you look cute. c;
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