I am really sad and really just want to disappear. My gf is abusive, I have no instruments to play, and music is such a huge part of my life. I can’t relieve any of my stress. I’ve been stuck in a long deep depression. I don’t know what to do.
My heart hurts. My birthday is soon and I won’t be able to do shit for it. Not even buy myself something. Like a banjo or some shit. Idk. I feel so fucking broken. I’m so tired of trying.
We are a Mastodon instance for LGBT+ and allies! ☺