Jocelyn, Who Dares to Dream @jocelynk@lgbt.io

I ended up at 233.2 lbs this week, which isn't that much of a difference. That's totally understandable because honestly, I didn't put in the work. I ate too much and didn't work out enough. That's really my entire problem, always.

Breasts: 43.25 inches
Bust: 41 inches
Waist: 41 inches
Hips: 45.5 inches

Today is an excellent day to remind yourself that there is no need to compare yourself to others.

So yeah, I was working on my voice and thought that I sounded a bit like Pooh, so figured I'd share a silly video with you all.

I started my workout routine over from scratch. Shorter runs, less intense, that kind of thing. I'm out of shape and the program was out pacing me, which made me feel useless and terrible.

It's okay to start over sometimes y'all. No need to hate yourself because of that.

I got my new name tag! It makes me feel giddy to wear it.

Just typed the phrase "All boys are thicc boys now," into an mtg discord.

I think I might live in a house where two depressed people live?

Well, one depressed person and one filled with anxiety.

Regardless, it's a dirty place. I need to start cleaning up this place in small, bite sized chunks.

I bought a new shirt and I think I love it? It's got the right among of cling, it's brightly colored, and it fits!

I'll probably go and wear it beyond usefulness now.

Whelp, this bra is probably a cup size too big.

Considering keeping it though. It certainly makes me look more well endowed than I am.

I feel like the feeds on all of my social media apps are getting way too busy. I'm missing things from people I actually care about.

Is this the week I finally turn my life around?

My inertia says no 😂

Let's talk about makeup.

I have no clue what I'm doing 😂

I mean, I have the very basics down. Concealer, foundation, lipstick (sorta), all those things I can do. But anything about the eyes? Oh lord, help me now.

I will say, except for my first (!!!) attempt at eyeliner, I was happy with the makeup. Especially the blush. Still slightly garish, but hey, at least I'm trying.

But seriously y'all, those eyes are so bad 😂😂😂

When you all came out as trans, did you have random people message you and like, really bare their soul?

I've had three people message me on Facebook this week saying how I've opened their eyes and challenged their views on transgenderness. Like, is that normal?

Iiiiiiiiiiiit's Friday! And honest, I'm running out of ideas for how to say it's Friday, but that's another story altogether. Tell me, what' something good that happened to you this past week? For me, it was going to my first girl's night! It was more enjoyable than it had any right to be, but I honestly can't wait for the next one.

I was up at 4:30 this morning.

This is too early for your girl Jocelyn.

😴😴

I got my butt totally kicked during my run today. I was doing what my running app calls surges (mostly just sprint intervals) and I just could not keep a good pace during any of them.

I definitely felt a good little chill on the way home, a sure sign that I was pushing myself too hard. I really slowed down for the last little bit.

Ah well, it's all just a part of pushing the limits of one's body.