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Omfg the host just made an autism joke.

Not fucking happy rn

Interview portion is done! Just doin the table discussion and then on to my set!

Im here but no one is letting me in?

Aaaaaa? But i was told gig is in 1 minute.

2 hours till the gig. Checklist so far.

- practice and decide on an arrangement (done)
- no practice for you time (ongoing)
- disconnect select hardware from desk (done)
- pack cables (in progress)
- double check packed cables
- triple check packed cables
- pack hardware (yikes)
- add more padding to hardware bag
- pack hardware stand
- double check packed gear
- load in

Oh and most importantly?

- scream many times

What am i even gonna wear?

Trashy trans goth shit? Yeah sounds like me.

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Omg yall.

- will my gear pack up nice?
- will i remember everything?
- will it work right?
- will i get the performance down in time?
- will the tv show have the right kinda cables for me or should i bring my own?
- is the host gonna try and be transphobic?
- will i end up in a fight or debate with the host? (Probably)

Omg im just so nervous

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At this point I'm almost starting to feel as if I'm in a race against time to see who gets upgraded titties first; me, or my avatar.

the polycule gets together and squats an unoccupied wing of the Palace of the People in Romania :anartrans_symbol: :antifa: :heart_polyamory1: (in minecraft)

I just recently realised, that proprietary social networks are not social networks but entertainment networks. That's why at least my friends have a hard time switching to mastodon or pixelfed. People expect to be highly entertained the first second they enter the network and kept that way all the time. Being confronted with a network that is stripped from all these addictive tools is a massive cultural clash.

In case you need yet another reason to dislike and divest from Spotify, here it is

'Music is being used as a weapon': Spotify users and artists react to CEO's €100 million investment in AI defence tech

wow my hands are killing me

i cant write with a pen anymore... thats fucking scary

How did I not know that Double Fine released Psychonauts 2 this past year?!

Violence, meta, transphobia & threats 

Like. Idunno. I basically wanna just post stream links and music announcements and then never use this profile again.

Ive loved being able to post freely about my struggles with disability and mental health, as well as random shit from my day but im just sitting here like "how much of this could be used to attack me"

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Violence, meta, transphobia & threats 

Ugh im almost afraid to post about anything personal here after having my stream sniped by transphobic assholes on saturday

Like... Omg whatever, its not the first time ive had my life and bodily safety threatened, and it wont be the last.

But normally for me its in person so at least i can avoid them. For all i know i posted a public toot and it resulted in me getting death threats. Really scares me about the safety of the platform for even followers only posts

Remembering Aaron Swartz, who died on this day, a victim of the copyright system

By @glynmoody

Aaron's face gets thrown around the internet to prop up campaigns and etc, but it's important to remember that Aaron was an activist for digital rights, and was bullied into suicide by a system that wanted to punish him for his activism. He was also a human being with friends and family who loved him dearly.

Omg my nerves are shot for this performance

Holy crap please can wednesday be further away

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