@zeezeemoomoo you're definitely not any sort of emotional vampire at least in the sense most people use it (which is totally not what the term means and annoys me to no ends when people use it to mean "emotionally draining"), and I've seen no evidence of you harrassing anyone so I don't believe you are, if anything I've seen more evidence of you be harrassed.
@zeezeemoomoo I just thought of something that may help, if you can take an NSAID (not paracetamol/acetaminophen though, it is wrongly in this category), low grade inflammation can intensify emotional distress, so Ibuprofen, Asprin or another, if you can't but can get tea Camomile has anti-inflammatory properties. While it'll unlikely make everything better it might reduce the intensity a little and may even help clear your mind a little.
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