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emotions, sad feels 

I'm not sure I'm strong enough to climb the metaphorical mountains in my path. Every day I do nothing towards it makes me feel like a piece of me is dying.
Top that off with feelings of guilt because of some other feelings I have towards close acquaintances but I don't want to act on them for fear of rejection.

I don't think I'm strong enough and that there is very little keeping me here. I'm not sure what will happen if those links ever break.

*deep sigh*

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speaking as a trans woman, <screams for approximately an hour>

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Nothing like a good o'l bit of saturday night gender dysphoria...

*sigh*

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New blog post!
(The plugin that auto-posts these toots for me doesn't seem to have an option to add a Content Warning to the toot dynamically, therefore please check the tags at the bottom of this toot before clicking the URL)

A Decent Festive Holiday?

theender.net/2019/02/15/71/

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Here's an idea: a #NoJS challenge.

Making a website? Avoid using JavaScript.

See how much of the functionality and design you were planning can be done using plain HTML, CSS and other web technologies that are now embedded in the typical browser without needing JavaScript code to do any of it.

Even if it seems impossible, look it up. It just might be possible.

There's so much stuff in there now, even a seasoned webmaster could be surprised.

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*laughs in haiku* 

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deadnaming, emotional stuff 

So... had a bit of a scary thing happen today that I was not expecting.

So I was getting cards for family members. Whilst I was looking at ones to get my mum, I couldn't bring myself to get any card that had "for a loving/wonderful mother/mum" on it.

I had this feeling of dread that if I got my mum one of those cards she'd think that I was okay with her continuing her half-assed attempts to use MY name...

And that scared me :s

New blog post!
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My Blog Now Auto-Posts to Twitter

theender.net/2018/12/18/62/

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catgirls are important, but let us uplift the voices of catboys and nyanbies

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When you're writing code, don't forget that one of the people who might end up using it, one of the people you need to write docs for, is you. Specifically, a version of you 3-5 years from now who has no memory or idea of what you were thinking when you wrote it.

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@LizzyTheKitty hey! I know that feel about being anxious about hanging out with other trans girls. I keep worrying that they'll think I'm some confused weirdo and I have no idea how to convince myself otherwise :(

huh, so just realised that this toot's url was the full permalink one, rather than the temporary one that the previous one had... neat

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New blog post!
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Blog URL changed

theender.net/2018/12/09/59/

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New blog post!

Struggle Of A Double Life

theender.net/blog/?p=42

Anxiety, depression, dysphoria

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