More sad 

This is not going well.y brain hurts


It is so much more than sadness. It is numb. It is the feeling that things ending is both inevitable and better. This weight sitting on my chest makes it hard to smile, to talk, to breath. I don't know how to make it stop without making it stop.

Lately, i have seen a bunch of the narrative of being born in the wrong body. I have no problems with people who feel that way but I feel like just because you were born into this body doesn't mean you can't change it to feel better about it. You can be in the right body and still want to change it.
All kinds of people use makeup, piercings, haircuts, hair dye, clothes, etc. to feel better about the skin then are in. Shouldn't everyone have that right? Without weird questions or comments?

Me fishing for compliments: haha yaaay eeeeee
Me receiving compliments I fished for: uh oh oh no uh uh oops uh oh whoppsie oh no uh oh oh no

re: Discussion of transphobia and detransition 


I really, really don't like it when people try to uwuize detransitioning or treat it like it's wholesome and epic and poggers because it's not, or at least it wasn't for me and it wasn't for most other people i've talked to about it. I hate how discourse about it has turned into "uwu it's just like being trans owo" and nobody's willing to actually adress the real ballance of power and platform detransitioners over actual trans people

Wow. That was a fun stare-at-the-ceiling-all-night. Today is going to be great

im "gender is nothing to me" but also "gender is not applicable to me"

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they should add a special black background option for goth people at the passport photo booth

Pronouns, sexual attraction,.....whining I guess 

At what point can I not feel like an imposter calling myself sapphic or a lesbian? My ex is super gatekeep-y about that and I still hear her in my head. I'm kind of attracted to boys I guess but the idea of dating a new cis man TERRIFIES me. I could probably date a trans guy or enby person. I would have to find one who I want to date and who wants to date me. That hasn't happened in many decades. I'm just...I just feel like I don't fit anywhere. Am I too old to use nuanced language for my queerness? I've only be out for just over 2 years. I kinda feel like I don't even belong here.

mutual aid req, nd & traumatized trans girl and her spouse behind on rent, pls boost, update 

Moneys Received:

$124 of $550, 426 to go

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mutual aid req, nd & traumatized trans girl and her spouse behind on rent, pls boost 

Hey folks, my partner is in recovery from bottom surgery but has no income remaining and nothing in savings and can't work. Best part? Benifits haven't decided if she is going to get funding - even tho she was supposed to have it a month and a half ago.

Literally anything would help them, but they are seeking $550

asking for money help, please boost :boost_ok: 


i need $35 for my phone bill, $80 to order groceries, and $60 for medical weed

$175 in total

i have to work from home because i have asthma and catching covid is a major health risk for me. i'm currently searching for remote jobs now

i'm gonna put my full focus towards that, so no more freelance video editing or etsy shop for the moment. please help me survive in the meantime





thank you so much for saving my life multiple times and continuing to keep me alive, fediverse!!! :blacker_heart_outline: :black_sparkles_outline:

#MutualAid #TransCrowdFund

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