Horriblehuman (she/they) @Adriftinme@lgbt.io

I need to keep my fucking mouth shut

WTFiswrongwithmeIhatethisallsomuch

It is so much more than sadness. It is numb. It is the feeling that things ending is both inevitable and better. This weight sitting on my chest makes it hard to smile, to talk, to breath. I don't know how to make it stop without making it stop.

Lately, i have seen a bunch of the narrative of being born in the wrong body. I have no problems with people who feel that way but I feel like just because you were born into this body doesn't mean you can't change it to feel better about it. You can be in the right body and still want to change it.
All kinds of people use makeup, piercings, haircuts, hair dye, clothes, etc. to feel better about the skin then are in. Shouldn't everyone have that right? Without weird questions or comments?

Wow. That was a fun stare-at-the-ceiling-all-night. Today is going to be great #sarcasm #maybenaplater

Sometimes living in this body and brain really hurts #uplatecrying

At what point can I not feel like an imposter calling myself sapphic or a lesbian? My ex is super gatekeep-y about that and I still hear her in my head. I'm kind of attracted to boys I guess but the idea of dating a new cis man TERRIFIES me. I could probably date a trans guy or enby person. I would have to find one who I want to date and who wants to date me. That hasn't happened in many decades. I'm just...I just feel like I don't fit anywhere. Am I too old to use nuanced language for my queerness? I've only be out for just over 2 years. I kinda feel like I don't even belong here.